I worry way too much, and I'm always thinking about how everything's gonna be. I shouldn't, but I do. Which means I'm incredibly anxious and nervous and most of the times even I can't stand myself, what makes me think that my friends are like superheroes or something. So, back to the point... I think every detail through so that everything will go just the way I intended it to, obviously it never does. I worry about everyone involved and how it will affect my life and all, and at the time it's really not that complicated. That's why I love and hate surprises at the same time, because I'm not ready for them so I panic, but also, I don't waste several days thinking it all through. And I have really no idea why I wrote this in here, like, it doesn't even makes sense, but whatever that's what's on my mind right now so fuck it, I have to be more spontaneous anyway.