i’m not saying you’ve changed, i’m saying we’ve changed, and what used to be forever, got apart, and now i have to live with the fact that we’re never gonna be who we used to anymore, and our friendship will never go back to the way it was, and oh god how i loved it, but i guess all i can do now is get used to the distance between us without feeling like crap every single day because i need you here by my side, but i can handle the pain, i’m used to it, the only thing that would be unbearable is if we got apart for good, i wouldn’t be capable of breathing anymore if that happened, but i won’t let it happen, i can’t, we’ll be fine, i know… i hope.
The worst part is not knowing where you are and still being a 100% sure you’re having a great time and not even remembering my existance.
Crying desperately after finding out that my best friend leaving town turned my life upside down and now everything’s falling apart and I need her here and she’s not here, crap.